Nobody said anything about the way it feels to get into what we call our chosen line of work. What I am really speaking to in this exact moment is related to setting up this website and all the thought and effort that went into it.

We are so focused on getting setup, being safe, the excitement of becoming an entrepreneur, worries around privacy, will anyone want me, and will anyone ever know that I am here.

What they don’t mention, and maybe not every woman shares this, but they don’t mention that you will be so goddamn horny during the entire process. I think about new lovers I have never met and the possibilities for intimacy. All I think about is sex during this process.

I am constantly turned on.

All the time.

I wake up wet. I go to bed wet and aching.